Why choose??

Dear Blog,

I have a boyfriend (let's call him Evan) and I love him. I mean, some kids say, "I love you..Mallissa" or "I love you Jimmy-Bob" <---what sort to cruel, mean parents would name their kid Jimmy-Bob??!?? Anyway, teens toss the word "love" around a lot. I don't however.


That was the difinition of love. He's in LOVE with me. I am in LOVE with him. We have this connection....we long for each other. It's amazing. When he puts his arm around me, my heart skips a beat. when we hug, my mind races, when he holds my hand, my stumache has butterflies. :)

(I'm sorry to people *cough cough Hannah* who do not like guys yet)

Here's me and "Evan's" IM:

[18:26] me: how's life
[18:26] him: preety good since i have been with u how bout urs
[18:27] me: *aww that's so nice*
[18:27] me: idk...my life feels kinda
[18:27] me: idk
[18:27] me: like a dream
[18:28] him: y
[18:28] me: idk....it just doesn't seem real...3444
[18:28] me: like going out with u and stuff
[18:28] me: and it's almost the 4th quarter
[18:29] him: ik its weird
[18:29] him: so how long have u liked me
[18:29] me: well....
[18:29] me: since u sat next to me in core 4 and 5
[18:30] me: yeah
[18:30] him: so from september
[18:30] me: no....later than that
[18:31] him: like when
[18:32] me: hmmm....
[18:32] me: December i think
[18:32] me: some time around there
[18:32] him: cool
[18:33] me: how about u?
[18:35] him: ummm since like when i met u in sixth grade i think
[18:35] him: ya
[18:35] me: omg....
[18:35] me: really?
[18:36] him: ya really
[18:36] me: i didn't even know
[18:36] me: =O
[18:37] him: ya
[18:37] me: usually i notice....
[18:38] him: u r like my dream girl
[18:38] me: ily so much =]
[18:44] me: ugh! i h8 my computer
[18:44] him: i do too
[18:44] him: my comp sux
[18:44] me: mine 2
[18:44] him: ya
[18:45] him: so as i was saying u r my dream girl
[18:46] me: that's the sweetest thing a guy's ever said 2 me =]